Vent

So I guess I have to find a way not to run off emotional at all for the next 2 years. I didn't know something as simple as saying "I miss you" and asking "Do you miss you" would bother me this much. Especially when that was all I wanted to hear/see is that you miss me. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy and very much so appreciate the I love you's, but some days I just would like to hear a little something extra. Not all the time, it just hits me every now and then. I already don't get compliments like that anyway. I didn't ask for much. At least I didn't think I did. I need to hurry up and get new friends quick. I don't even know why I let this bother me. Maybe because I'm doing the right thing. Maybe I'm just not doing everything right. Maybe I still call too much or text too much. I'm not complaining about being lonely or bored or anything. I actually like what's going on in my life, even though it's crazy busy. But whatever, my girl brain is thinking too much into it. I typed it up and I'll leave it all on the screen. Once I close out of this I won't think about it anymore. But I do know that I'll work on decreasing my emotions.