Now, I've learned plenty of life lessons up to this point in my life, I'm just calling this #1 because it's the first I'm discussing up here.
I realized today (and somewhat last night) that I really don't spend enough time thinking about myself and how I feel. Also, I get worked up pretty easily over things and start thinking stupid stuff. I had a conversation with a doctor that works at my clinic about how your IQ lowers when you become emotional/upset. The one thing I try not to do is act on impulse because that's what really gets you in trouble. I'm also glad I have this blog, because it takes me so long to write out everything, that by the time I'm almost done I'm calmer and can think clearer. I was spazzing out not too long ago about how me and Mr. Everyday talk now. We're currently on a "break" but still talking to each other. This is totally fine with me because this time is really going to help me learn more about myself and get my stuff straight. But I get confused sometimes about how often I should contact him. Should I not call him at all today? Is it ok to text him? Is emailing him at work too much? I just don't want to over do it or start crowding his space. Just as this is time for me to think it's time for him to think too. Sometimes I just can't figure out if it's the right time to contact him. I put so much time into thinking about him and how he feels that I don't even take the time to just relax and enjoy myself. So, that's what I'll start working on first. I have all this time to get things done and enjoy myself and the people who are around me. Mr. Everyday will be there. A text or call here and there is fine, but I shouldn't get so worked up over it. Either he wants to talk or he doesn't and that's fine because at the end of the day I know he still loves me :-)
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